its been so long that i have pen downed my feeling.What it can be ? is it that i am being a little lazy or something else. actually don't have any thing to write. No feelings no inspirations. i had kept all my hobbies into a cold box. i locked it myself and now the key to it is lost. i am so confused. so puzzled up. i don't know which way to go. no one is stopping me. no one is saying me anything. everyone is standing beside me , with me. I am just Paying the cost of being a girl , being a daughter. It just that i am standing against myself !!!!